Past is never Past

So, I've been hanging out with Kevin a lot lately. I'm actually pleasantly suprised because he's grown up so much. He makes good money, he's responsible, he cares about things, he has plans for his future....if he can turn things around like that I don't understand why Robert can't Robert was more mature than Kevin to start with, so he's certainly capable. He's 26, and he's already given up.
I saw Justin for the first time in a long time. He barely talked, and he doesn't seem happy. I know he hasn't really changed, and he says things about me behind my back, but he is suffering. Not that he doesn't deserve it cuz he definately does, and I know it's not my fault or problem, but it makes me a little sad that he had to end up this way-that either of us did.
Three months of marriage and everyone already thinks it's time for divorce. Life is cruel, I thought I could finally say haha look I matter andmy life's great, but after all this here I am again just married and already having huge issues. It's just devastating.