Past is never Past

So, I've been hanging out with Kevin a lot lately. I'm actually pleasantly suprised because he's grown up so much. He makes good money, he's responsible, he cares about things, he has plans for his future....if he can turn things around like that I don't understand why Robert can't Robert was more mature than Kevin to start with, so he's certainly capable. He's 26, and he's already given up.
I saw Justin for the first time in a long time. He barely talked, and he doesn't seem happy. I know he hasn't really changed, and he says things about me behind my back, but he is suffering. Not that he doesn't deserve it cuz he definately does, and I know it's not my fault or problem, but it makes me a little sad that he had to end up this way-that either of us did.
Three months of marriage and everyone already thinks it's time for divorce. Life is cruel, I thought I could finally say haha look I matter andmy life's great, but after all this here I am again just married and already having huge issues. It's just devastating.

Diet

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAACKK!!!! So, I found this new diet that's supposed to be not just a quick fix, but something to make me healthier you know reverse all the insulin issues and stuff. Well, it's making me HUNGRY!!!!! But it's really not so bad the food's great. The cheese is great, the coffee's great, even the bread's great. It's just less to eat than I'm used to. I think I'm gonna finally get my Carmen Electra tapes and a pole and do that. Maybe I can get my bartender lisence ad totally be a coyote when I get skinny and hot again. THAT would be a fun job people. O and I'm so excited about The Mortal Instruments becoming a movie. I've been looking through people's dream cast listings all day hoping that someone has a good idea for Jace. He's the only one I can't picture any of these actors as. What's sad is Heath Ledger would be perfect, but he's gone. It's so sad. Two young celebrities dead recently. Crazy huh? I got a nanny job offer 300 a week for just two days. It's some British woman with two kids-a boy and agirl. I'd have to cook, but they're young. Hope that works out.
Laterz
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Celebrity Couple

Okay guys, so who else thinks it's totally kool that Evan Rachel Wood and Marylin Manson are engaged? Ya, he's an older man, but he is a hottie! I'm a year younger than her, and I'd totally go for it.

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